depressed

First of all, happy birthday to mike, although technically his birthday is tomorrow, 10-23.
Happy 25th Birthday, my dear.

I shall be happy today, it's your birthday. yet...

I don't know why, I felt so terrible today.
I don't know why I am here, alone.
I miss home, I miss you, I miss all of my dear friends.

not that I don't like it here.
I sure did make some good friends here.
it just, I still feel lonely.

maybe it is my period that makes me depressed.
maybe it is all the works that make me want to run.
or maybe I just need a hug. a BIG one.